latest updates. =)

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it's been a long time since my last visit here. *cleaning spider web*

is it too late to write 2011 resolution and 2012 wishes? hehe

anyway, 2011 was a fruitful year for me.

been through a lot of ups and downs throughout the year.

and thank to God, I've been through all of them peacefully.

now it's the 2nd month of 2012.

and I'm writing for new year wishes! *oh gosh!*

2012, my graduating year.

a year which I have to step forward to another level of my life.

hope everything goes on smoothly with the blessings from God. =)

this inspire me a lot, especially after you lose your confident in doing something:

在一百次的嘗試裡，可能有九十九次都失敗；但只要有一次成功，大家就會看到你。

in 100 times of trials, there might be 99 times of failures; but people will look upon you if you have one time of success.

I will work hard for what I want, and hopefully I have my faith with me. =)

and of course, God's blessing and guiding. *wink*

what I believe

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I know someday

I will shine like a bright star in the dark sky

let you be proud of me!

don't get me wrong

I'm not emotional

this is only what I believing!

dream dream dream

it's always good to have dream

for once I search for my dream, wanted to reach it someday

yet, dream is only a decoration in our life

all we have to do is live our life, work with what we had learnt, and change accordingly to the world

anyhow, I still will go for my dream

as that's what I wanna be in the future, that's the way my life is

dare to dream......

don't ever ask me why

don't ever ask me why

because I won't tell you a reason

all I need is silence

a peaceful land to calm my mind

hello August......

July oh July

it's July, half of 2011.

pray for better, and no doubt, I'll live better!

don't let the past troubles you

there are hopes and chances in coming days

all we have to do is to prepare ourselves

for all challenges in every way!

dedicate to the special one...

to you,

no need to show how much i treasure you.

you still have certain status in my life. =D

everyday is Mayday!

goodbye May day,

but everyday is Mayday!

hello June,

hopefully it goes juicy! *er....* =p

miss you!

但愿人长久，千里共婵娟

心里的人，我有些想念你哦！

the simplest thing to have

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I have pennies in my pocket
I have friends to fun with
I have great family to live with
I have reasons to smile
I have dreams to dream of

but the simplest, blessed and most important thing to have
is hope to have you by my side. =)

Your voice

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maybe I'm physically lonely, but I'm mentally occupied.
Your voice is the powerful drugs I have for warmth. =)

never say never

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if you don't try, you never know you can
if you don't work it out, forever you don't have the chance
I believe someday in the future, I will have my own land
with the presence of my man. =)

be brave!

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life is like fireworks
we always want to be outstanding
we want to be the special one among the crowd
we prepare and save all of our energy just for a second of glory

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be brave to take the first step
be tough to accept every failure
the glory is not that far from you!

to the future angel

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to my future companion,

I'm imperfect and waiting for you to complete my life.
I can't promise we will be together forever, but I promise I will use my whole to love you.
I might know you or I don't, but I hope we do meet someday in the future.
Happy Valentine's Day!

hello 2011

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i know it's too late to wish everyone Happy New Year. anyway, as tradition need to write some 2011 resolutions. but before that, let me officially conclude 2010.

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i guess 2010 is a fruitful year for me. i gained a lot through experiences and ups downs in my life. I've learned a lot from people and things that I've gone through. this made me become a better person. yet, I still have a lot to improve, still have dreams to be come true, still the one that wished to be love. =)

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well for 2011, pray that everything will be going on smoothly and peacefully. as I had experienced something not good at the starting of 2011. may God's peace be with us always. =)

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in 2011, pray that i can do well in everything assigned to my life. i wanna be the one that God and people i care proud of. pray that i can work more hard in everything.

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i believe everything happens as what God had planned. just pass everything in God's hand. i believe as long as i ask, God will provide, it's just the matter of time.

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wish for a peaceful and joyful 2011!

happy birthday ash!

first wish: everyone healthy and happy always
second wish: do my very own best in everything
third wish: have another 3 more wishes! lol

happy birthday to myself!

please call me a concert freak!

Mr. Rock a.k.a Jam Hsiao a.k.a 萧敬腾 action on 18.12.2010, 8.30pm @ Bukit Jalil Putra Stadium.

i just love the lighting of the night!

the man that I love tonight, that I like all time!

he's so attractive while playing a piano!

Merry Christmas, Mr. Rock!

my Christmas gift from him!

i really really enjoyed myself throughout the whole concert. although I've known the run down and the stage of the concert, but watching the whole concert lively is really different! thanks for the night, I think I gonna start knowing you from now!

I'm a sentimental

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how many of you will shed tears while listening to a particular song? maybe I'm a bit too sentimental, actually there's nothing special happened on me.

I'm on my way travel back to KL from Ipoh by train today. and my phone music player came out a song named 诱惑的街 by 林忆莲, Sandy. I keep on repeat the song, pay more attention on the lyrics, and the feeling struck on me! while singing along, tears flood my eyes.

有了我　你是否什麼都不缺
心再野　也知道　該拒絕
有什麼心結難解　竟然你離不開這一切
只是你身在誘惑的街　只是你身在沉淪的午夜
血裡的狂野　對真實與幻覺　已無分別

所以你也無從察覺　情由何時冷卻
你從來不了解　心痛有多麼強烈
如今若要我為愛妥協　我寧願它幻滅

若是我身在誘惑的街　若是我身在沉淪的午夜
你的心是否　會為我而淌血　從此醒覺

the song talks about a guy betrays his girl. there's too many temptation out there where the guy can't control himself. it's about the feeling of a girl towards the betrayal of her boy. at last, the lyrics ask the guy will he feel pain when the girl treat the same way as he did.

recently, I like Johnathan Lee a.k.a 李宗盛 lyrics a lot. most of his songs talk about life and a point of view of a woman. when I was kid, I used to sing along without knowing the meaning. now, i can fully understand, moreover, i can feel the way the writer and the singer do!

maybe I'm turning to a woman, my perception towards things around had changed. and 李宗盛's songs can easily tells the story about it. He really can read woman's mind!

happy birthday to the boy!

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happy birthday to the boy whom I admire most
happy birthday to the boy whom I wanted most
happy birthday to the boy who inspired me most
happy birthday to the boy who had coloured my life

It's December!

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just a blink of eye, we have come to the end of 2010. time flies really fast that i cannot catch up with. is it too early to do a conclusion for the year? hmm.... write a little then. =)

it's been a fruitful year for me so far. i had a lot of great time with family and friends, joined a lot of concerts, have tough times as well as sweet times and etc. I've learned a lot from my failure, I've gained a lot of laughter. thanks everyone and everything happening around, made me tough, made me cheer, made who I am today! all of you are my precious teachers.

there's one thing I'm not happy with, MY AGE! I know I'm not consider as old since I'm only 21. people might get excited when they're 21 because they can visit the casino, can vote for their favorite election candidate, can do whatever they want! but I'm not the same as them. abnormal? perhaps!

maybe i have Peterpan Syndrome. I just don't want to grow up! remember how sad was I when I'm turning to 20. it's hard to step out from the age starting by 1. and now I wanna start another stage of life, age starting with 2! how I wish to always stay young, not to worry future life and much more. as I know the older we grow, the more responsible on our shoulder. how I wish Edward will meet me and have a bite on my neck!

anyway, I know I still need to accept the truth that I'm getting older. give me some time to suit myself in the age starting by 2!

p/s: can't wait for my family trip
: can't wait to finish my exam
: can't wait for my shopping days
: 21 Dec please hang on there!!

don't deny me!

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although it seems impossible
but i believe if I work hard and dare to take my steps
one day, those seems impossible dream will come true!
even I failed
but I will thank to the innocent me
who had dreamed such a nice dream!